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Tuesday, 27 October 2009

  • Ladies and Gentlemen:

    In order to succeed in life learn these three things:

    1.      Cheat.

    I have learned from watching people, that cheating is the way to go. Whether that cheating is in the class room by allowing the “smart kid” to do the assignment, or cheating on a person who you are in a relationship with, that you will end up on top. The reason why: you apparently have no care what happens to people you step on, because you realize that those people are stepping stones and not of any importance in the future.

    2.      Become a backstabber:

    Don’t worry if someone is your closest friend. As in the cheater rule, this is about you. Don’t worry who you step on, the final outcome is about you. You will have what you want. They were just there for support  for you. They are there for you to find what you want. And once you find it F*ck them. They’ve served their purpose. Doesn’t matter what it is, becoming more popular, winning court, dating their ex…hell it’s your life.

    3.      Don’t stand up for what’s right:

    I’m not talking belief. Though I could get into that, but I won’t. I’m just talking about when you know what is being said about a person isn’t true, or the circumstance isn’t right, or someone is a complete douche, or you see someone cheating or backstabbing or anything like that (of course argument is they are behaving correctly) don’t say anything. Repeating back to 1 and 2. This is about you. Who cares about the person being stepped on, belittled? It’s not about you is it?  

       Bonus Tip: If someone who apparently has no care for a person and has acted with 1,2, and 3 tells you to “not hang out with person” go ahead. Obviously the one who’s done 1,2, and 3 has it more together. Why would you want a loyal, trustworthy, honest person. It’s easier to walk away from them, and let them wonder what else could possibly be wrong with them.

    ** remember you can always go back to the loyal person. Nice thing about them, they usually forgive, so just because you’ve been an ass, they’re normally understanding.

     

    Yes I’m bitter. But I have a right to be. I’m the stepping stone. I’m the idiot loyal girlfriend. The friend that gets used and then dumped. The person no one seems to stand up for. The one walked away from. And the one they always come back too. Normally I’m nice and forgiving about it all. I say “it’s okay” or “I understand why they felt they needed to do this” or “maybe they needed time” or “it was a misunderstanding”. Hell I’ll justify just about anything a person does. But I don’t think I will anymore. I’m angry. I’ve never felt so angry and tormented inside. But I am. I hate it. But I think if I let this hate go I will allow myself to be walked on again.

    I need to move. I can’t stand it here. People who say they love you, they care about you, you’re their bestest, haha…I can’t believe anything anymore.

     

Friday, 23 October 2009

  • So I have found what hurts about...just as much as being cheated on by the person you love with everything. And that is, having one of your closest gf's date your ex after she knows everything that he did to you. Knew how much you cared about him, even after all the bullshit he put me through. It's like saying "yeah, he left you bc you're not good enough, and i'm better than you, so he wont' leave me."

    First off I do not understand my ex interferring in my new relationships. Then he goes off and dates my friend. Then I have to wonder, was this "friend" doing this while I was talking to my ex and we were trying to work things out (and yes she knew about this) If so...grrr...the amount of anger I have towards her is so intense. I mean....F her. If i ever see her I will punch her in the face, no warning. The least she could have done is call and say "hey i was wondering if ...." or "just so you hear it from me..." but no. she has no decency, and I find her completely disgusting. I hope they all get what they deserve!

Thursday, 24 September 2009

  •  is so overly frustrated with life. nothing makes sense anymore. i feel as if my life is one big sitcom, minus the quick snappy comebacks, and the laughing audience. But if i had that...i bet my life could be a number one show. Without those things though....my life is rather depressing

Friday, 28 August 2009

  • do people actually read what they write?

     

    i mean oh my god...seriously. you people are so blind. you live in your la la land with your rose colored glasses.

    take them off...and look at life. its not all wonderful and planned and gorgeous and prayer answered. its none of that

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